green, and what not.

::long:: / Tuesday, December 26, 2006

hello! i love you all! wishing you a very very merry xmas! merry crimbo! muahaha. you know, christmas is the season for giving and sharing, right? ironically, i was scolded and whacked [duh, i cried] for not doing it. muahaha. that's over, and i don't really care right now. cos all i want to do now is to focus on that 11 subjects. haha, i think i'm gonna die really soon. but forget it.

listening to bep right now. my cousin just got an IPOD NANO! hell. and he went showing off, he does that everytime and he says that I DO. great. i was like, what? what bout you? he got some nice songs inside and he wants me to add the songs I HAVE into his. and now i have to cut a cd for him. i mean like, seriously i have better things to do. but forget it, it takes time away from the textbooks.

ehh! you all are much better than my relatives lahh. at least remembered my bdae and still bought me xmas prezzies [thankies!!]. my relatives didn't even REMEMBER my BDAE! they didn't even rmbered my bdae when they were celebrating my cousin's birthday. god. my parents only bought me a bdae cake. har har. oh yes. my aunt rene made cheese cake for that cousin's birthday. and everybody bought him presents. ang pow also. ehh! one rolex watch okay! it's really ridiculous right, celebrating one's birthday and forgetting another. when i was sitting like right next to him [cousin].

oh yes! guess where we had his birthday dinner? muahha. was sooo happy. CORONATION! yuppps. that small lane near coro. there lorh. curry wok! was kinda good. hahaha! and for dessert we went to ISLAND CREAMERY! i had nuttella. some had sherbet, reversO, and cookies and cream. it's really good to be back! maybe that's the last time i'll ever have a meal there! omg, i really love that neighbourhood.

nyps isn't all that bad after all! haha.

oh yes. anybody who is actually wanting the fergie cd, i suggest you don't buy it. cos 1) it's not worth it, only fergalicious and london bridge is nice - out of all the 14 songs. 2) you can borrow it from me. and those who are wanting to go to watch the curse of the golden flower. hmm. my parents say is not nice. but i think it's quite nice. it's really touching. so you might want to consider watching that.

but i still like house of flying daggers! that's probably the best chinese wuxia pian i've ever watched.

ever wondered how i look with specs? wonder no more! you'll see me with specs in rgs. or whenever you see me. yupps. i really need specs now, will be collecting my specs tomorrow. it's white and really studious. and i like it. you know, i really like my self with specs than without specs. makes me look more intellectual. haaha. well, maybe i'll post a photo of myself with specs and you'll see.

merry crimbo, once again. enjoy your few days of holiday, b4 it's back to school. oh yeah, rmb to save up your money for BLACKJACK during new year! muahaha. prepare a small bag for ang pow collection too. ohhh man, can't wait. i love it.

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::ten:: / Friday, December 22, 2006

i hate my class. okay, my temporary class. it's awful, and i don't feel like going back there. uh-uh. this is so ridiculous. hate it hate it hate it hate it!!!!! urgh, so mad right now that i don't feel like talking. uhhhhh. they better change the class when school re-opens or i'll reconsider home-schooling.

i'm serious.

TOP TEN REASONS WHY I DON'T FEEL LIKE GOING BACK:

my not-good-at-all class. in my temporary (i really hope that i would be transferred to another better class. god, god god, PLEASE!) class, i got leevoon, hannah and denise. denise is fine. but not the best. hannah and leevoon, i don't even talk to them. i can't, i just can't force myself to cooperate with this bunch of faces.
the other people. so unfriendly. they stick to their own bunch, rgps with rgps, nan hua with nan hua. and when you smile at them, trying to urge them to talk, they DON'T smile back. and they give you this fierce, don't-come-near-me-or-i'll-slap-you kindduf look. what kind of attitude is this?
they don't keep promises AT ALL. this is soo soo unfair. they said that the gep would be together as a gep IP class. that's what they said in the interview when we asked them. and what did we have? huh? classes with MAINSTREAM. not that their bad or anything. but still, they should stick to what they said.
what kind of grouping is this? huh? huh? i mean please~ look at bernice, she is the ONLY one in the whole class and only she and the rosyth girls are gep. that's about 5-6 gep. and the rest are MAINSTREAM. this is so unfair. and so she and her mom complained. duh. you go girl. cos i wanna complain too.
how can MOE do this? this is way ridiculous. i mean someone APPLIED for a third language, and they already SAID that a space was reserved for you. and in the end they got REJECTED. what the? REJECTED! and they didn't even get a second choice form. it's really weird. i mean, even though ALOT of people chose french, they have no reason to REJECT those people. they ARE, indeed the top 10% of the bunch. god.
they made me spend my $250. my $250. and not everything is bought yet. that would be like another $50 more. NO WAY! oh wait, i went to buy more stuff. they made me spend $400 bucks AND COUNTING. my money!!!!!! to get into harvard. shoot.
i won't be with my friends. what's the use, i tell you, what's the use!!!!! huh? this is getting more and more on my nerves. i reall wish to slam the keyboard right now. i don't care. dfklfgdfrolds;lersesesp;grl,123542354dfx ghdf. there i went. and i'm still not happy. oh great. the stand broke. i'm serious. my father's gonna kill me..
it isn't like last time anymore. forget about the stand. i realised this last time. but now, i understood it deeper. there's no boys to go, "ohh mann. great! here he is! quick run!" and no freaks to go, "can you please stop that?" my god. it won't be like last time anymore. i really miss the boys. no, i'm not kidding. seriously, cos that was what made NY GEP '06 whole. that's what made us so happy last year, and the year b4. it's the best, and without the boys, i don't know if we could make it. i seriously miss the boys. and we are not going to meet them 4 years later. unless fate bring us together, we wouldn't even recognise each other. CAN WE MAKE A PACT? 4 years later, the NYPS GEPERS of '06 should/would gather in the front gate of rjc. and we can recognise each other. please. i beg.
heavy heavy books. and my bag is so small. okay, it's considered big, but it's like a normal sling bag. and the books are like 5kg. even though i know we are not suppose to bring everything. but it's soo soo heavy. i don't even think i can carry myself up 2 storeys. mann oh man.
cos i feel like i want to live in the past to relive those memories and treasure those times together. like it wouldn't end. but time won't even stop. not even one second more. hate it. hate it when everything goes so fast. i don't feel like starting a new journey. i hope i get past this phase soon. i hope i can meet up with the boys and teachers. i wish that i could at least feel comfortable speaking to them. i regretted those days where i wanted to tell them SO much but couldn't bring myself to open my mouth. not even a 'hello' ,just smile, nod my head and go. i'm not even KOREAN for one thing.

ONLY 2 REASONS WHY I WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL:

there's a classmate of mine who knows how to speak korean. okay, that's because she's a korean. and i can learn from her. but that doesn't make sense at all! cos i SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY want to change classes. I DON'T CARE. you know what? i really hope some rgss pupil/teacher comes across this site and at least TAKE NOTE of my complaints and make arrangements! please please please.
there's still a slight possibility of meeting my friends. but what does slight mean? slight means little. and little means close to 'no' and close to 'no' basically means NOTHING. so no way.

i'm not interested. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. i hope some internet god hears my laments and try to do something about it. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE..

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(blank) / Wednesday, December 20, 2006

WHY AM I CRYING? FOR NO REASON? WHY? HUH, WHY?

i didn't choose for that to happen. i didn't even want it to happen. somehow i regret meeting some people in my life. because these people, made me love them too much. that my heart is gonna burst.

GOD. WHY AM I CRYYING?

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mm. are all of you depressed? okay, that's too exaggerated, are all of you..sad? cos your nicks say so. and mine does too. in a way, if you look it in one angle. cos i wrote it when i was sad. those nicks..they say alot [abstractly, of course] about your emotions don't they.

and seriously, they affect someone. i don't know. i just saw bernice online and her nick was really sad. umm, i know some people fake abstract, fake sad [and they take their quotes from some book/songs]. but it really doesn't seem like it.

it's queer. how the internet changes our life.

how the world, suddenly became flat.

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why is there a new blogger? i have no idea how to change the template now. super weird. i can still change the template of this blog. but not the template of a new blog. hell, i'm like deleting and reposting, re-editing and they say, "we cannot parse your template because it is not well done. the language........." really weird. arhs.

you know [ever watched madagascar?], how 'hell' and 'help' is so similar?

okay. jean has this picture blog and the newest post has my fave k-stars on it. woohoo! you know, i'm an over-obsessed fan k-stars and k-drama+osts. and you know, i'm proud of it. the link is: www.scarredd-.blogspot.com. so do visit. it's such a happy blog, with really fun, not to mention nice pictures, but how come the depressing blog URL. hmm? i am still very puzzled by that.

k-dramas rock the world. oh yes. if you have no idea what to buy for my x'mas gift, farewell gift, bdae gift in the future[obviously not forcing you to buy], you can always settle for any k-drama ost or anything related to k-stars [jjh!] and k-dramas.

woot!

in taiwan i went to[more memorable ones]:

hot spring [duh! how can it not be a memorable experience, when you have to strip naked and see people naked with your own naked eyes? huhh? it was shiok by the way]
shopping places [shihlin, ximending. i love looking at the clothes! oh yes and their kfc's/mac's are like 4 levels high and really big! ku. bi4 le4]
watching tv in the coach! [ohh yeah. there was this super sick, i tell you M18 show that was accidentally screened by the driver on the tv. it was called angry dogs. hahaha, so vulgar! but the storyline is really touching. you know in one long sentence you could only hear 3 proper words, "you, , your" haha! and there was porn by the way.lolx]
school. [yupps! school. we had two half days in this school and the people there were really sweet! they treated us better then when i was in suzhou and they had so much more parting gifts! haha, and the teacher was good]
beijing 101. [whoa, super high lorhs. 85 stories to go up in an elevator costs us 350 NT per pax. but it was cool, there was the 101 shopping mall, but really you need cash for it, it's really branded. however somehow, my dad allowed us to buy stuff there! SHEESH! there's a cheaper page one there and i totally didn't know until times up....boo hoo]\
quarelling with my cousin [this is actually fun. cos he's a geper too and he comes up with all sort of funny and amusing excuses that i could have fun rebutting to. and they are rather good arguments, mind you. except that he doesn't want to admit that he is wrong and i must always propose a bet to threaten him to admit that he is wrong and he would try all his best to lower the bet - obviously saying that he is wrong. I mean SRSLY, did BEP come out with a new album?]

it's really ironic, don't you think, that some of my rss friends live in the same condo as me, live across the road, and sometimes i meet them at parkway parade, or tampines mall. and i don't say a word. just know that they exist right next to me but don't acknowledge it. and yet, ironically, i'm actually longing for that person. to live near me, to see him. somehow it doesn't happen.

last time, it always seemed that our paths always cross when i didn't expect it/didn't think of it/didn't want it to come. [scrabble, APMOPS, my mum and his mum, namesdatabase etc.] it's a whole lot considering that we didn't really met for 3 years. haha. and now, when i feel like it, when i want it, it doesn't.

it's reverse psychology, i tell you, reverse psychology.

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::kyyyyaaaaaahhhhh!:: / Sunday, December 17, 2006

WHOOSH! my father is in korea, my father is in korea!

that rocks! that totally does!!! mannnn! want me to state the reasons??

i can ask him to get a look out on new k-dramas/k-pop
i can ask him to get me that shin goon handphone chain or anything related to k-stars/shin
i can ask him to get me another box of goong postcard, or another k-drama postcard, to send one/two back to zhen. and bernice, cos she's a fan of k-dramas too!
i can watch as much k-drama as i can without him stopping me! hey! i've got loads with me now!
i can chat until midnight and it's okay~

see?

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NOOO! YESSS!

i just found out. zhen went to korea, the hometown of my fave k-dramas, k-pop, k-stars. aahhh! and she bought me (ok not really) a goong postcard, and she's gonna send it to me soon! yay! thanks alot zhen! i have been searching for it...sighh. but still getting one from some one is nice!

GOONG POSTCARD! there's shin goon and yoon eun hye! woo hoo!~

zhen also saw a shin goon handphone chain! aiyah, but it was too expensive. nvm. it's fine. as long as zhen saw it that means there IS one, and i can get it as long as i go to korea. shin goon handphone chain. that would be so cool/cute.

kyahhh! thanks zhen, i'm waiting...! woohoo!

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movie haven!!! whoosh. it's surprising how my mood changes so fast. probably it's the medicine. that medicine is apparently k-dramas! mann, how they work.

i want (you got) to watch:
1) the notebook - starring ryan gosling and rachel mcadams
boo hoo. it's a sad sad but very very nice show. i watched it before, but i want to watch it again, if i can't find the dvd, i want to buy the book. it's by nicholas sparks. and ryan gosling is really hot. when he's young that is. their really good together cos apparently they ARE together in real life and are rumoured to be engage! yes! they won the mtv music awards for best kiss (haha) and re-enacted the scene life. it was really cute. oh did i forget to mention, they are both canadians and that's why they ought to be together. perfecto! visit: www.thenotebookmovie.com

2) eragon - starring jeremy irons and ed speeler
duh. it's now showing and i haven't got a chance to see it yet. sigh. the dragon: is disappointing! saphira doesn't look saphira-ish. and eragon is not like eragon at all. brom okay, arya okay. BUT MURTAGH! huge huge disappointment. he is suppose to look better. no smoky eyes! god. but it might be good. cos, eragon was a lovely book.

3) titanic - starring kate winslet and leonardo dicaprio
man, this movie rocks, it's a real classic. i love leonardo dicaprio there. he looked really cute and playboyish. i loved his look there. now he looks weird. broader. it isn't nice at ALL. kate winslet is okay, she isn't really pretty, [hey! the nude pic made her out to be!] but she acts really well. it's a real tragic story. search: wikipedia [keyword:titanic] oh yes, i watched this many many times alrd.

4) the holiday - starring kate winslet, jack black, etc
kate winslet hasn't been acting much since her breakthrough in titanic. there's a seriously wonderful cast in here, so the movie shouldn't be that bad. i think it's funny, is it? cos anything with jack black in it is funny. okay, with the exception of king kong. speaking of king kong...

5) king kong - starring jack black, adrien brody etc.
hello? mr adrien brody here? one of my biggest obsession. he really acted well in king kong. and looked really really nice in there. i love adrien brody. long face and sharp features..and the show is really nice. a little boring at first, hello? it's a 2hours show!? anyway the last sentence was very apt: "it was beauty who killed the beast."

6) house of flying daggers - starring ziyi zhang, takeshi kaneshiro, andy lau
i love this show, albeit tragic. it's actually a love story rather than a martial arts movie. takeshi inside this show is really really good. he acted very well for his part. as well as ziyi zhang [i'm not familiar with her now preferred westernized version of her name]. it's rather confusing at first, but it all makes perfect sense after you watch one character unfold after the other.

7) the golden compass - starring nicole kidman, dakota etc
kyahh!! mr phillip pullman!! yes! it's his dark materials being made into a film. and starring nicole kidman as mrs. coulter. i just read on phillip pullman's website. unfortunately, it's still filming and won't be out until next year, i think. but nevertheless, i think it would be a great movie, since it was a really perfect book. nicole kidman totally fits mrs. coulter's role. i'm waiting really patiently..

8) charlotte's web - starring dakota fanning
whoosh. our literiture book of p4. haha, it's a classic. should be quite nice i think. hmm, wilbur and charlotte. dakota fanning OBVIOUSLY playing the role of fern. but she wouldn't really be a main character would it? more like charlotte and wilbur, i forgot who their voice actors were. oh yes, it sneaks preview today. anybody keen on watching it?

9) stombreaker - starring some alex guy
oh yes. the 6 part book/adventure book of this guy called alex rider. yupp. the alex rider series by anthony horowitz, it's a great series and it should be a good movie. action/thriller i guess. anybody going on tour this december should be able to watch it on SIA planes. i watched it. i think it's only coming out late this year or next year. but seriously, it's darn short. only 94 minutes. not satisfying at all.

10) mr and mrs. smith - starring brad pitt and angelina jolie
i'm team aniston, for your information. i was angry, and really wanted to hack angelina jolie in this movie. but that's beside the point. hmm, it was good lah this movie, really satisfying thriller action movie. seriously, jennifer aniston is a far WAY WAY better choice then jolie. somebody ought to hack open brad pitt's head and find out what on earth is he thinking. then fill his mind with nothing but him and aniston. i don't care.

watch them. weep, laugh, and clench. [that basically means that you're in suspense]

MOVIE HAVEN---ohh, i want to watch the notebook NOW! i got to have the book/dvd.

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hii. back again. it's gonna be abstract. maybe, i don't know. some things in life cannot really be explained. like myself.

he hasn't. yet again. i told myself to directly cast him away from my life. at one moment, i thought i did. then there was this longing - again. a longing for that letter, for that familiar thing. it's getting harder and harder. i don't know him anymore, but i can't really bear to leave. it's my fault, my business. i just feel it's destined.

one to long for the other, the other ignorant.

i don't care already. whatever happens to -- will be none of my business. i used to care- jealousy, lush, sin. but now i don't. cos somehow, i didn't cause it to happen, -- suddenly got erased from my life. and i didn't feel a pull, a longing. right now -- is just someone i can see, not feel. not long. just like friends.

only friends.

time seemed to pass so fast yesterday. it was really fast, i thought we only had 2 hours for the whole day. maybe it was because of my late waking. if we only had 2 hours left in our life. 2 hours a day. what would you do? what would you do to make your 2 hours fruitful?

i don't know, myself. what whould i do? 2 hours a day: i'll wait, wait for the coming. 2 hours left in life: say the last goodbyes to your loved ones, share the company. if only i knew when it would happen. if only he knew, that there is the other side of the world

time. sometimes i don't want it to fast forward like yesterday. it made it so fast, i didn't know what to do. i want it to rewind. relive the past, the memories. and savour it, treasure it. maybe you have remembered what would happen through you memories, but it doesn't hurt going back again, does it? cos you already know what would happen, brace yourself for it.

and maybe, only maybe, change history.

what i bought in taiwan:

food alot of food. [mua.chee, peanuts, mushroom, chicken terrayaki etc.] ~$60 SGD
artist's cap. ~$50 SGD
1 billabong imitation bag ~$25
1 I.AM belgium branded bag ~$113
1 book [the shadow of the wind] ~$22
1 k-drama [pu2 tao2 yuan2 zhi1 lian4] ~$80
1 magic set ~$15
1 magic prop ~$10
1 leather hand accesory [with name carved] ~$25
1 b.u.m long-sleeved t-shirt [chocolate colour] ~$55
grab-a-toy game [played many times, but did not succeed] ~$10(!)
"funfair" game [won stuff] ~$5 (compared to 11!)
i forgot.
my short-lived happiness ~priceless

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hello! just came back from taiwan, okay maybe not 'just'. came back last night - midnight. was dead beat tired (caught a later flight) and was walking like a drunkard (no kidding) on the travellator, lying on any place i can find. just immediately slumped down on my bed and slept. and i woke up at 10.30am today. hmm. gonna be a rather? long post since you people kept on staring on the 'ello!' word for a week. so this better keep you occupied...

how come everytime you come around my london london bridge, wanna go down like londo...

taiwan is really nice. okay not architecture wise, cos it's really old, faded and such. but i really loved the weather there. it was cold cold, but really windy, like just feeling the wind and breeze past/smash across your face is really good. the places we went to were great and was a really great experience.

IWANTTHEIRCLOTHES!!!!!! apparently, my father didn't allow me to buy ANY of them cos they were either to punk/retro/teenager-ish/plain. GREAT! so what does he want me to buy? it's really affordable but my father won't allow me to buy them. ximending's clothes really rocked. but yes. i want the top fergie wore in the 'don't phunk with my heart' video. sheesh. and there were the upper-class clothes but obviously were to expensive. like prada, armani exchange, and so on. i ONLY got a b.u.m long sleeved t-shirt. yes, out of the whole trip. arh. it was expensive, i think 55 bucks. but darn, nvm. i bought alot of things and i think spent like 300-400 SGD. gawd. i just bought and bought.

yeahh! they really had nice ENGLISH songs in their shops! my humps, don't cha, push the button and so on. rather surprised.

oh yes, i bought an ARTIST CAP! woohoo! i really wanted it alot lah. it cost me $50. whoosh. i know it's expensive, it's made of rabbit's hair or smth like that. and it's not branded already. if i was to get an agnes b. or burberry artist's cap it would totally blow my pocket. i won't spend already. i'm waiting for my 13th birthday...so i can apply for a part time job. ONLY THEN THAN IS LEGAL!

you boy, you miss me like a hole in your head, because of you boy...

i bought two bags. one imitation, the other a belgium branded. the imitation was 'billabong'. haha, it looked quite nice actually. the other [the belgium brand - i.am] was really simple and cute. it's kindduf sick actually..but before i say how sick it is, i'll tell you this:

i started looking for a bag cos 1) the imitation (i think) 'puma' bag jieru, sr, and bernice bought for my b'day broke.(it's really alright, it's the thought that counts!) 2) i need a new school bag
so my dad and i went to a small mall in ximending, and there were porter bags (super branded/not well known/and apparently my dad's a fan of it). my dad wanted me to get it, and i didn't want cos it was really old-fashioned. i saw a really cute and nice bag, and the brand was called 'playboy'. it was a really good bag okay.

and just because the brand was 'playboy', my dad didn't allow me to buy it.

cos he said that the school won't allow it as it was 'playboy'. their logo is a RABBIT! it's so innocent and cute. and there was no big word which said 'playboy' on it. only a RABBIT! and many of you probably never heard of the brand in singapore (it was my first time hearing it too), it's not really popular in singapore.

just because it was 'playboy'..

the ironic thing is. the belgium brand i got. i.am. haha, the brand doesn't sound sick at all, right? hmm? the funny thing is it's description of the brand and so on (like tagline) is:

"i was the fastest swimming spermatozoon, one in a million, by chance or fate? now i'm here questioning around, "who i am?", "where do i come from and go?" i'm looking for clues, i only find thoughts. but that's fine, it proves that I.AM"

oh mann, my quote thingy is not working, but nvm. there's a second tagline [i forgot] and it's about eggs/ovums. my father DID see the tagline, but he didn't say a word, cos he already bought it. their logo is actually like an atrostophe inside a circle [sperm inside and egg]. seriously. their tagline [the one above] is actually quite meaningful, really.

oh yes, i bought a book, "the shadow of the wind". it's a really nice book, thoghrouly readable and thrilling.

it's basically about a boy named daniel who went into the "cemetary of forgotton books" and was allowed to pick one. daniel picked "the shadow of the wind - by julio caraz" [no, it's not the same book]. as he grew up, more and more people became interested in his find and wanting to know about the dead julio caraz and the living who they can save.

it's a mystery. a puzzle in the book, turning into reality. [cryptic], solving a puzzle within the book to save someone's life.

i don't think it's in singapore yet, i bought it at SGD$22 that's actually expensive. oh yes and the memory's keeper's daughter is actually $12 SGD there, compared to what we have here, which is $23. whoosh. i bought it at $23, and finding it in taiwan $11 dollars cheaper.

sigh.

this post is basically what i bought, i have no idea why. i'll tell you about my own experiences in taiwan itself later on.

ttfn

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::m)phosis:: / Thursday, December 07, 2006

ello!yupps, i found a new blogskin. and it's pretty nice, to me that is. i don't know if you'll like it. well, i guess i pretty much choose those simple and floral styles. haha. just thought it would be refreshing..hee. and by the way, there isn't (as so i've checked) anything called 'esophoria'. it just sounded nice to me. the closest thing it sounds to is 'euphoria', which is basically overated happiness - ecstacy. well, hope you all like it!

haven't blogged for a long while and when you guys come you'd see that numbered list of languages. haha. coming down with a bad bad cold. first had sore throat, now, a bad nose. had to keep putting nose drops that you could taste as it dissolves. yuck. tissues...and i have to go for my vacation (taiwan.) and parties. well at least i hope that there are parties. so wanna join them.

okay correction, make it SMALL GATHERINGS. i hate parties. because in parties, you get left out. and it's a really really hurtful feelings. so no parties for me, GATHERINGS, gatherings would do great.

as ALWAYS, during the holidays i would be watching alot of tv. i love tv. okayy, i have watched tv for more than 9 consecative hhours before and it really hurts the eye and i almost thought that either my dvd player or the tv would explode. oh gawd. i'm watching so much K-DRAMAS! woo hoo, they make my life go round. anyway, i watched sassy girl, chun-hyang and currently watching wonderful life! okayy, wonderful life is not very very nice, but still okay. besides it had an episode which was FULLY shot in SINGAPORE, sentosa cove! woo hoo, they went to sentosa 3 times in the whole show! very cute! haha.

did i just sound like an overly-patriotic singaporean? hmm, i hope not. been watching the doha games too! so fun! and what has happened to li jia wei's hair? it looked like and old orange rug cut out, washed and dry-cleaned badly, then put on her hair with bobby clips. she doesn't have to do that, does she?? OH YEAHH, there's this really really cute/cool incident that was heard in the doha games, table-tennis semi-finals, where singapore was against north korea. so cute lah. the koreans started shouting "teh-a-ming-gu!*clap-clap-clap-clap*" that was shown in goong! so kawaii! and it basically means "way to go korea!" i love shin-goon!

haha, talking about obsessions....i'm also obsessed with YUKI-KUN. he means 'snow' in japanese. and his voice (that sounds like a girl) was indeed done by a female seiyuu (voice actor). he is so cute,charming, prince-like, mysterious, well-mannered....etc ETC!!! saranghae,yuki-kun!

watched the doha games in sentosa! yupps, my father booked a hotel room, and man, it WAS expensive. but it was really really nice. i think it was about $700 per night, i think. breakfast was only free for my parents. and apparantly, one breakfast buffet costs $32 bucks each . it was really expensive. but well...it was loads fun at sentosa lah. we tried the luge and skyride. it was the best, i wanted to go 4 times on the luge, but two times each for the whole family already cost us $40. the luge is like this kind of car-like thing and you go racing downhill at super fast speed, as said in my previous post, i got a thing for racing! sooooo fun! then, there's the 4D magix thing, it basically like a 3D theatre, but with special effects. for example, if there's a horse racing in the show, you would be rocked on a chair, as if you're really in the movie. and water sprays out too!!! and when like a spider drops down or something, you would feel air coming out where you legs are...! really really fun!

and yes! i'm on a diet regime! i eat the portion of my 5 year old sister, drink water only, occasional luxuries (1 mini cornetto in 2 weeks!), and apples for snack! it's not that hard to keep going you know, i find it real fun. besides, i have to do 120 situps every day to lose some inches. woo hoo. gonna make this diet, i don't care. and i really need to work okay, however (and obviously) my father doesn't allow me to be his secretary, i've already told him i could work for $4 an hour (and that's REALLY CHEAP) and he doesn't allow me to. besides, i have the capability of a secretary and i could easily pass off as 13 (the part-time working age). sheesh. i need money to buy the stuff i want lah, look at that wishlist and ADDING!

oh man, this is not good at all, the korean OSTs i've been hearing are ringing in my head. oh great, i have to on that jukebox and start listening to bep already! have you heard fergalicious? it's really funny! check it out on youtube: fergalicious by fergie.

you know, i really feel life now is like a total jumbled mess. i don't know. there's so many things i want to tell people, confessions to make. it's christmas, isn't it? santa ought to know who's naughty or nice, right? and i've been neither nice or naughty. too hard to explain. everything right now is blurry...yes, just to make it clear, i do not like daryl anymore. and yes, i make the name clear to all to you. cos i've got nothing to hide. don't know, i just don't think he's that mr nice guy anymore. i don't even KNOW him now. as for the other one, hmm, won't say got no feelings, but the feelings are just friends. just like that.

oh god. just got a skype call from a stranger, and it was my FOLLY of picking it up. i have no idea who he is. i think it is a guy. anyway he went, "do you speak english?" i was scared, cos i really don't know who this person was, and i thought it was my father's friend. been getting alot of spam from skype. anyway, i went "huh?" i think he mistook it for "yah~" then he started to spout a number of vulgarities! gawd. the very last i heard was, fuck you, bitch!!"highlight if you want. really insulted and remorse for picking up that stupid, really stupid phonecall. sheesh!!!!!

to end off: i would do a....umm, say commemaration. ahha
wishes!
alright, i wish all of you the best for your secondary school years and really enjoy it! don't lose contacts with those great pals from nanyang, but still, make new friends and bond with them. wishing you great success in your future endeavours. nothing is impossible, as long as you try.., reach for the stars and make those dreams come true. keep in contact and stay frens forever. will never forget all of you. you all made my school life worth while!
friends!
bernice
christabel
jean
zhen
dee
jieru
shiren
jinyin
grace
lynn
janet
they really made my day. those who are not here are not closer friends, but are your friendship is definitely appreciated too! some are not even friends (sad to say), but i won't say who..those who inflicted pain and hurt...
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juanda
kevin
zongchen
arivan
kon kit
ryan chen
sheng siong
changrui
bryan seethor
richmond
they are those which i actually TALK to. haha, thanks anyway.

GREAT, MUCH thanks to those who i've mentioned, thanks alot. you peeps were great

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